t’was last March 9, 2008 6:55 am, while I was having a timeout b4 I could finish my test papers in Math….
WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL…..
1. Loved? –o cge, i wont be too
ungrateful na..i feel loved everytime
a miracle happens to me at the most
unexpected & vulnerable times of my
life…& of course, everytime my tatay
cooks breakfast 4 me! hehe
2. Miserable? –when my love remains
unrequited & began 2 fade b4 it had
been given a chance..huhu!
3. Confused? –the current state of my
career..i dunno anymore wats best 2 do
next..tsk, tsk!
4. Mesmerized? –when there are many
stars scattered in the sky at night or
at dawn..
5. Goofy? –whenever im around with
some rude people who make me feel
like one (they’re quite a lot actually)
6. At peace? –when im asleep! hehe
7. Dizzy? –when i got 2 smell some
chemicals i guess..
8. Sleepy? –sometimes, after i eat or
if i havent got any sleep the previous
night..
9. Motivated? –if i know im gonna get
something really cool!
10. Sick? –pollution & some other
external forces in the
environment..haha!
11. Perplexed? –when somebody
misinterpreted/misquoted something
that i said or even just the tone of
my voice and blowing it out of
proportion or making a big deal out of
it..
12. Hyper? –i havent been hyper 4 a
long time now..maybe having fun with
friends..
13. Smart? –when i figured something
out on my own or when somebody agrees
with me & listens to my analysis,
observations, or explainations about
something..or even just having a very
interesting conversation with a friend.
14. Embarassed? –some korean a**holes
have started calling me a seahorse in
their language & it has spread all
over the school already. My student
with Oppositional Defiant Disorder had
found out about it & now thanks to
them that’s how he calls me now & he
even spits it out right in my face!
15. Lazy? –when i have to get up in
the morning & go to hell!
16. Determined? – when im rushing &
cramming to beat a deadline..like what
i ought 2 be now but im very, very
tired!
17. Amused? -by some idiosyncrasies of
other people ( oh, i even looked it up
in the dictionary!) hehe
18. Jealous? –by the conveniences &
privileges or even luck that some
people seem to always have..
19. Grateful? – experiences & miracles
20. Creative? –accidents
21. Aggravated -by some
people/situations that u cudnt help 2b
like one, like wen a jeepney driver
suddenly turns to a gasoline station
wen ure running late 4 work..
22. Lonely? –when my friends seem 2
4get me..
23. Nostalgic? –i hav memories with
some distinct scents of some perfumes
or powder, etc.
24. Patient? –despite my moods, im
really patient with people in general.
25. Bitchy? –i hate 2 admit it, but im
like that to my mother most of the
time..
26. Accomplished? –i guess nothing has
made me feel like this..yet!
27. Used? –by a friend, who is not
even aware that’s how her effect 2 me
already..
28. Jolly? –during occasions & pasyals
& of course pag walang pasok as ever!
29. Insecure? -with girls, who
obviously can never ask 4 more!
also..with my nose..ngek!
30. Hopeless? –pag walang datung at
kinalimutan bigla ng mga kaibigan..or when i want 2 escape a certain episode/situation in my life but i juz couldn’t…whew!
31. Satisfied? –having a pc at home
that i thought i would never have..
32. Hopeful? –my tatay’s ideas with
his business ventures! sna mag-succeed
tlg!
33. Frightened? –ghosts and the unknown
34. Joyous? –moments with friends
35. Calm? – sometimes when i commute
or travel coz im usually in deep
thought during these moments..but i
mostly dont look so calm..especially
if the traffic’s getting into me
already..
36. Livid ? –when somebody pushed me
or crossed the line or violating my
space..
37. Dorky? –if ul ask me 2 wear
clothes that i never can imagine
myself wearing!
38. Pessimistic? - my unresolved issues
39. Optimistic? – the firm belief that
somehow & somewhere in time it’s gonna
happen whatever that is..
40. Uncomfortable? –working or staying
with people who are not in good terms
with me, or those who don’t know me
very well coz i know i will be subjected to
judgment anytime..
